::When I Fall in love::

Have you ever fall in love??  I know i did... Yes, i did....

The first time i was introduced back to Islam, i fell in love with all that was with it.... everything that came together with it, inshaAllah...

and He granted me with the feeling of loving somebody, inshaAllah for His sake, that my heart ached in the thought of being separated with that loved ones...

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but.....

back in these few weeks time, again He taught me something so precious, that I hope, by His will, inshaAllah, I will remember forever in my life....

sometimes, loving means forgiving, like how our prophet Muhammad saw taught us... 

sometimes, loving means accepting, like how Islam taught us... 

sometimes, loving means wanting what is best for our loved ones... and become selfless like what the sahabah taught us...

and to love someone is to see that someone happy; in this life, and in the hereafter...

and sometimes, you are just not the one destined by Allah to be that somebody who fulfill all her rights, to be by her side, to make her smile... and if you truly love her, and wants what is best for her, you would let her go, to a better hand, to make her happy and to make up for all the things that you cannot give to her....

and......in these few weeks time, i learnt that, while i was saying i love somebody very much, the truth was, i didn't love her enough to be wanting what was the best for her....

instead, i just kept her with me to keep myself breathing...and in doing so, i didn't realized that i was hurting her, suffocating her...

yet, I thanked Allah for this precious lesson... for all the feelings that He had gave me...for all the memories that He had granted me with... and hopefully, in loving people in the future, i will not repeat the same mistake, again, inshaAllah...

"Cintailah orang yang engkau cintai seberapa ringan yang boleh kerana boleh jadi pada suatu hari kelak dia akan menjadi orang yang engkau benci dan bencilah orang yang engkau benci seberapa ringan yang boleh kerana boleh jadi pada suatu hari kelak dia akan menjadi orang yang engkau cintai".   

[Saidina Ali Bin Abi Talib] 

Love is an act of endless forgiveness, a tender look which becomes a habit   

[Peter Ustinov]