::100 Days ahead::

~100 days to go~

it's been the fourth semester already, whether we realise it or not. This is it my dear friends, The last 100 days for us to put our 110 percent effort for IB Final Exam.

Remember that Allah will always be there for us and He will count every single effort that we put.
Allah's help is always near. let's strive for this.

"Dan (ada lagi) karunia lain yang kamu sukai (iaitu) pertolongan dari Allah dan kemenangan yang dekat (waktunya). Dan sampaikanlah berita gembira kepada orang2 mukmin"
( As-Saff: 13)

yes, we have to catch up with the world's business, but akhirat is the most important business ever.
remember that this world and the world hereafter is intertwine. what we plant here will be harvested in akhirat,
let's put some value in everything that we are doing, so that we will be among those who prosper.
let's made it crystal clear of why we are doing this and lets work hard towards it....
may Allah counts it as our effort in reaching for His love.... ameen....

::pengalaman di TRADER::

"barang siapa yang bertakwa kepada Allah, niscaya Dia akan membukakan jalan keluar baginya. dan Dia memberinya rezeki dari arah yang tidak disangka-sangkanya. Dan barang siapa bertawakal kepada Allah, niscaya Allah akan mencukupkan (keperluannya). Sesungguhnya Allah melaksanakan urusanNya. Sungguh, Allah telah mengadakan ketentuan bagi setiap sesuatu."

( At-Talaq: 2-3)

memang Dia memudahkan urusan hamba-hambaNya. sampai di trader hotel around 8.30..pegi breakfast dulu dan bertenang. Hati masih lagi enggan mendebarkan dirinya ketika saat itu. 9.00 pg, bergerak la ke trader hotel dri KLCC. dalam hati tak putus2 meminta Allah beri ketenangan.

Naik la tingkat 8, level where applicants need to register. terjumpa la kawan2 baru dari tempat2 lain. ada jugak 2 applicants dri hong kong dtg utk interview manchester, betapa mementingkan ilmunya mereka. dalam hati giat memikir, kalaulah aku di tempat mereka, sggup ke nak g jauh2 semata2 nak interview? dpt pon blom tentu...

tepat pukul 940, dipanggil naik ke level 30 (tmpt interview).. dengan nama Allah, melangkah ke dalam lif.. dan tunggu la di tingkat 30... sementara menunggu, hati mula melajukan pace nye.. wahh... boleh rasa la degup jantung.. tengok kanan, xde org, kiri xde org.. terasa mcm bermonolog dlmn tp boleh dgr.. haha... pkiran dok mrh kat hati, kenapa perlu risau, kalau risau mcm ne nk jd diri sendiri, dh2 xyh risau.. hati pon mula cuba utk mengingati ayat di atas, cuba menghayati maksudnya.. x lama lepas tu, pace mula menurun... by the time dipanggil masuk, alhamdulillah, dh redha risau tu.. kalau ade rezeki Allah, niscaya ia akan jadi milik kita...

antara soalan2 yang ditanya ialah:

1. kenapa medik?
2. kenapa southampton? ( ni sbb interview southampton)
3. kenapa pilih southampton in term of silibus dia..
4. kalau awk dr, then nurse awk against awknye decision, what wud you say, how wud you react?
5. how do you see yourself in a team?
6. how would you incorporate teamwork in the life as a dr?is it important?
7. who do you consider your team when you are a dr?
8. what wud you want your team to say about you?
9. what is the most significant contribution you had given to the world?
10. what is the thing that affects you the most when you are doing your hospital attachment?
11. what is the medical news that has been on the news for the last 6 months or a year before?
12. how wud you want your patient to see you as?
13. how wud you want your team to see you as?
14. what is your favourite book (non-academic)
15. what type of dr you want to be?

ni la antara soalan2 yg ditanya.. sekadar berkongsi... kalau perasan, byknye soalan ni berkisar kepada mcm ne kite react bile kita nk jd dr.. jd just be urself and be true to them when you answer those questions. rsenye mereka cume nk melihat sikap kita.. tunjukkanlah akhlak islamiah yang terpuji.. insyaAllah rezeki Allah itu ade di mana2... mungkin interview lain, lain la soalannya.. tp sekadar ingin berkongsi.. mungkin boleh beri idea.. ilham itu dri Allah, mungkin Dia nak bagi..siapa tahu kan.. cuba soalan2 yg ditanya ni byknye sbb PS, jd master ur PS k... n cerita perasaan sebenar..

walaupon xtahu pon dpt lgi ke x, tp alhamdulillah, Allah memberi ketenangan hati sepanjang interview itu dijalankan. walaupon tersebut KOPI instead of COFFEE... tp alhamdulillah, masih mampu tersenyum.. (",) risau juga, tp memikirkan rezeki sudah termaktub sebelum kita dilahirkan lagi, insyaAllah, hati akan kembali tenang. terasa sgt betapa kebergantungan kpd Allah itu sumber kekuatan dan ketenangan.. syukur semua sudah selesai, kini hanya mampu utk bertawakal...

thank you O God,
for all the things that You have given me,
guide me to be close to You always,
lead me to Your path,
and may i be among those
who are always thankful to You

ameen.....

::INTERVIEW::

i know most of us are nervous with the interviews, and frankly speaking, i don't know what to prepare... but here are some guidelines that we can follow or things that we can prepare on for our interviews.. but all in all, get back to Allah and ask for His guidance especially in trying to calm down and making the interviewers understand what we are saying:

1. try to find an interesting way to introduce yourself, i mean, tell interesting things during the introduction.(but don't lie though, being yourself is the most important thing ever!!)

2. try to find reasons why you choose that university.

3. look back at your experiences before this and try to point out your strength from that experiences. but relate back to your field of study. try to feel back what you feel when helping others, or when doing community services, what did you learn and stuff like that. be honest with what you feel

4. why medicine?

5. medical news and stuff like that, but be honest if you don't know

basically that's all that i can think of right now, at least we did some preparation before hand. others just leave it to Allah, He knows better and He is planning what is best for us, so don't worry too much!!

::dunno::

it's been a while since i write in english, and since someone had pointed it up just now, i decided to make an effort to write in english...

feels like i been tied up to all the things that needed to be done; EE, TOK essay+presentation and what not. trying not to complain, after all, if He puts you through it, that must be the best for you.

"If Allah brings you to it,
He will bring you through it"


trying to comprehend all the emotions, someone said to me that we must not be easily hurt by other people's remarks especially when you are in His path. be patience. i agree. totally. He will always be there. But being a weak human being, sometimes human slip. trying hard not to feel hurt, but it will heal, just needed sometime to be alone and evaluate, reassessing myself. there must be something that He wanted to show me. Asking for His guidance, He did answer.

"sesungguhnya pelindungku adalah Allah yang telah menurunkan Kitab (Al-Quran). Dia melindungi orang2 saleh"
(Al-A'raf:196)

to all my beloved friends who care for me a lot, jazakillahu khoir.. but don't worry, it will pass. Just give me some time....

and please, do act normal. I'm scared with your behaviours. All of you!! :p