it's been a while since i write in english, and since someone had pointed it up just now, i decided to make an effort to write in english...
feels like i been tied up to all the things that needed to be done; EE, TOK essay+presentation and what not. trying not to complain, after all, if He puts you through it, that must be the best for you.
"If Allah brings you to it,
He will bring you through it"
trying to comprehend all the emotions, someone said to me that we must not be easily hurt by other people's remarks especially when you are in His path. be patience. i agree. totally. He will always be there. But being a weak human being, sometimes human slip. trying hard not to feel hurt, but it will heal, just needed sometime to be alone and evaluate, reassessing myself. there must be something that He wanted to show me. Asking for His guidance, He did answer.
"sesungguhnya pelindungku adalah Allah yang telah menurunkan Kitab (Al-Quran). Dia melindungi orang2 saleh"
to all my beloved friends who care for me a lot, jazakillahu khoir.. but don't worry, it will pass. Just give me some time....
and please, do act normal. I'm scared with your behaviours. All of you!! :p