Saturday, March 20, 2010

::Guilt - Forgiveness::

Her sleep was stirred by a conversation between three people. Lazily, she opened her eyes and looked out of the window. They were caught in the middle of a traffic jam. From the conversation, she knew that it was already nearly an hour that they were stuck like that. She doze back to sleep. Suddenly, she remembered something. She has to be in the meeting room at 10. The dashboard watch was 9.45. Could they make it there by 10? She prayed silently. "O Lord, Please let us reach there in time". She looked at her parents' faces. She looked at her big brother's face. She knew they were worried too.
She remained silent.

* * *

"How is it?", asked her dad.
"i didn't get rejected, but i didn't get accepted as well. still under consideration", she said.
"Well, no news is a good news, right?". said someone from the back.
"I guess so", she replied.

Her mom and dad smiled. Her brother smiled. She smiled. But she was hurt. Considering all the efforts and sacrifices that they had made that day, they must have feel disappointed. She prayed silently, "O Lord, give me the opportunity to bring a smile to their faces".

* * *

"okay, we're leaving", dad said.

"be careful", she said.

"i'll be waiting for the good news", said dad before he went into the car.

she was stunned.
"What if she fail?".
Her head started ticking.
Weakly, she tried to produce a smile
to send her family back to their home.

* * *

"O Our Lord! cover (us) with Thy Forgiveness- me, my parents, and (all) believers, on the Day that the Reckoning will be established!"

(Ibrahim; 14:41)


'aisyah ismail said...


dear aida yang akak sayangi fillah,

allah knows adik.. He knows every single thing.. He knows setiap yg terlintas di hati kita.. He knows setiap doa yang kita mohon :) (al-mulk:14)

dan allah tidak akan sekali22 menzalimi hambaNya yang beriman..

takkan kita dikatakan beriman sebelum kita diuji rite :)

dan allah amat suka kita menyebut namaNya.. bergantung harapan padaNya.. menangis memohon padaNya.. dan Allah bersama2 orang yang sabar :)

insyaallah.. Dia yang Maha Mengetahui segala yang terbaik kita.. have faith dan bersangka baik dengan allah

insyaallah akak sentiasa mendoakan yang terbaik untuk aida di dunia dan di akhirat sana.

jaga hati. jaga diri. jaga iman. jaga amal.

salam sayang,
kak aisyah
cardiff :)

~AiSyA HuMaiRa~ said...

jazakillah akak.. sedang cuba menguatkan diri.. bukanlah tidak meletakkan pergantungan...inshaAllah...

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