::Hari ini::

Hari ini ,

Allah bg sya tarbiyah,

Allah uji sy dri sudut ukhuwwah,

org dtg dri jauh,

just nak melawat sya,

terima kasih farhana,

sgt seronok,

sbb dh lama xde kawan dtg melawat,

dh sorg2 je dri kolej lama, 

walaupun jumpa kawan bru,

sgt lah lain,

dan jumpa balik kawan lama, 

terasa sgtlah gembira,

pastu, di takdirkan Allah,

org dri dublin skype and anta email,

Ya Allah,

betapa aku ini sgtlah mementingkan diri,

sgtlah tidak memenuhi hak2 ukhuwwah,

sgt2 lah tidak prihatin keadaan kawan2 sendiri,

sedihnya bila dengar,

terasa sgt jahat,

kenapa tak pernah sedar yang dia tgh ada masalah?

jahat kan..

ٱلۡأَخِلَّآءُ يَوۡمَٮِٕذِۭ بَعۡضُهُمۡ لِبَعۡضٍ عَدُوٌّ إِلَّا ٱلۡمُتَّقِينَ (٦٧

"Teman2 karib pada hari ini saling bermusuhan satu sama lain, kecuali mereka yang mempunyai takwa"

[Az-Zukhruf;43:67]

Ya Allah,

semoga aku dan dia tidak saling bermusuhan nanti,

semoga dia tidak akan menuding jari ke arah ku di hadapan-Mu nanti meminta hak2 nya,

semoga aku masih diberi kesempatan untuk bertanya khabarnya,

dan berada di sampingnya tiap kali dia memerlukanku,

sahabatku, 

andai warkah ini ditakdirkan-Nya sampai kepadamu,

aku mohon maaf atas setiap kelalaianku,

atas ketidaksediaanku mendengar luahan hatimu,

atas ketidakpedulian ku ttg keadaan dirimu,

benarkanlah aku menebus kesalahanku,

serta peluang utk aku menaut kembali ukhuwwah ini.

inshaAllah~

::Dunya::

Never in my life i felt so unprepared, not fully covered, if anything might happen. I never felt like this throughout my entire life as i was always sheltered by my family and friends. I know i always have them to turn to if anything major happens. But i know, time passed by, and i am 'almost adult'. Even though people keep on saying to me to grow up some more; physically, in term of height and in term of age. (some things just could not be done by people of 'young age'. as they might say). But i know, as i leave my home somewhat 3 months ago, i told myself not to worry my mom and dad anymore with anything. I am going to support my life and if possible, try to give them some support as well, in anyway i can.


I know, i always told myself, i have Allah by my side all the way through out my life. But, my dependence always been to people around me first despite what my mouth uttered. But, i am away from those people. Miles away. Now, the challenges really begins. I always considered myself as a prepared person in any situation, but He knows best. He really wants me to get a grip of what i had being saying throughout my "new life" when i first being re-introduced to HIM. 



He did say that He will test us, human with two things; property and our own selves. 


 لَتُبۡلَوُنَّ فِىٓ أَمۡوَٲلِڪُمۡ وَأَنفُسِڪُمۡ وَلَتَسۡمَعُنَّ مِنَ ٱلَّذِينَ أُوتُواْ ٱلۡكِتَـٰبَ مِن قَبۡلِڪُمۡ وَمِنَ ٱلَّذِينَ أَشۡرَكُوٓاْ أَذً۬ى كَثِيرً۬ا‌ۚ وَإِن تَصۡبِرُواْ وَتَتَّقُواْ فَإِنَّ ذَٲلِكَ مِنۡ عَزۡمِ ٱلۡأُمُورِ (١٨٦
Assuredly ye will be tried in your property and in your persons, and ye will hear much wrong from those who were given the Scripture before you, and from the idolaters. But if ye persevere and ward off (evil), then that is of the steadfast heart of things.
 (Ali Imran; 3:186)




But, He gave His assurance that despite anything that we encounter, He is just testing us to see how true we are to HIM. 
أَحَسِبَ ٱلنَّاسُ أَن يُتۡرَكُوٓاْ أَن يَقُولُوٓاْ ءَامَنَّا وَهُمۡ لَا يُفۡتَنُونَ (٢) وَلَقَدۡ فَتَنَّا ٱلَّذِينَ مِن قَبۡلِهِمۡ‌ۖ فَلَيَعۡلَمَنَّ ٱللَّهُ ٱلَّذِينَ صَدَقُواْ وَلَيَعۡلَمَنَّ ٱلۡكَـٰذِبِينَ (٣
Do men imagine that they will be left (at ease) because they say, We believe, and will not be tested with affliction? (2)Lo! We tested those who were before them. Thus Allah knoweth those who are sincere, and knoweth those who feign.
(Al-ankabut; 29:2-3)

And He will always be there for us in the time of need, and listen to our prayer. So, turn to HIM anytime, anywhere.

أَمَّن يُجِيبُ ٱلۡمُضۡطَرَّ إِذَا دَعَاهُ وَيَكۡشِفُ ٱلسُّوٓءَ وَيَجۡعَلُڪُمۡ خُلَفَآءَ ٱلۡأَرۡضِ‌ۗ أَءِلَـٰهٌ۬ مَّعَ ٱللَّهِ‌ۚ قَلِيلاً۬ مَّا تَذَڪَّرُونَ (٦٢
Is not He (best) Who answereth the wronged one when he crieth unto Him and removeth the evil, and hath made you viceroys of the earth? Is there any God beside Allah? Little do they reflect!
 (An-Naml;27:62)


And finally, He rewards us for all the hardships that we might encounter in showing Him that we are true in our journey to search for His LOVE.

قَالَ ٱللَّهُ هَـٰذَا يَوۡمُ يَنفَعُ ٱلصَّـٰدِقِينَ صِدۡقُهُمۡ‌ۚ لَهُمۡ جَنَّـٰتٌ۬ تَجۡرِى مِن تَحۡتِهَا

 ٱلۡأَنۡهَـٰرُ خَـٰلِدِينَ فِيہَآ أَبَدً۬ا‌ۚ رَّضِىَ ٱللَّهُ عَنۡہُمۡ وَرَضُواْ عَنۡهُ‌ۚ ذَٲلِكَ ٱلۡفَوۡزُ ٱلۡعَظِيمُ (١١٩) لِلَّهِ مُلۡكُ ٱلسَّمَـٰوَٲتِ وَٱلۡأَرۡضِ وَمَا فِيہِنَّ‌ۚ وَهُوَ عَلَىٰ كُلِّ شَىۡءٍ۬ قَدِيرُۢ (١٢٠

Allah saith: This is a day in which their truthfulness profiteth the truthful, for theirs are Gardens underneath which rivers flow, wherein they are secure for ever, Allah taking pleasure in them and they in Him. That is the great triumph. (119) Unto Allah belongeth the Sovereignty of the heavens and the earth and whatsoever is therein, and He is Able to do all things.

 (Al-Maidah; 5:120)

Even though i am writing this with all the Quranic verses (ayah), but i am still digesting it to make HIS presence a part of my life, naturally, as how it supposed to be. To feel that He is always there for me to turn to, and to feel that every obstacles that He sets for me is just to make me closer to HIM, to make me realised that He is watching me all the time.

This time, His obstacle really "slapped" me hard  on the face: not to LOVE Dunya (this world) so much as nothing is permanently mine in this world. 

Remembering that everything is HIS and He can take it away from us anytime He wants to; just makes me  ponder on how much am I using the nikmah He gave in serving Him and the humankind

::Hijrah::

Dah hampir 3 bulan menjejakkan kaki di bumi yg bru, bumi yang jauh dri tanah air sendiri, jauh dari keluarga tercinta, jauh juga dari sahabat2 yang same2 berusaha membaiki diri, same2 mengejar cita2 dunia dan paling penting, cita2 akhirat. Hanya Allah yang mengetahui betapa diri ini merindui kalian, tapi setiap pertemuan pasti akan ada perpisahan. walaupun ia bukan lah sesuatu yang dinanti.

Ditakdirkan Allah, Dia memang penyusun yg terbaik, dipertemukan dgn sahabat2 baru, yang sgt2lah mengingatkan diri ini, masih banyak yg perlu diperbaiki, perjuangan masih lagi jauh. Impian itu masih lagi sukar utk digapai, tidak ada masa utk bersenang lenang. 

Ada masa terasa ingin menyendiri,
beratnya kaki yang melangkah,
kakunya bibir yang menguntum senyuman
dan beratnya nafas yang dihela,
 Astaghfirullah! Astaghfirullah! Astaghfirullah!
Semoga aku bukan dri kalangan yg kufur akan nikmat-Mu Ya Allah.

Perjalanan belum sampai ke penghujungnya. Masih banyak cabaran dan dugaan yg perlu dilewati. Jauhnya jalan dihiasi dengan duri2 yang bertaburan. Namun, jalan ini tidak minta utk dilalui, kerana takdir Allah pasti akan ada yg rela meyelusurinya, kerana bukan Allah yg memerlukan kita, sebaliknya kitalah yang memerlukan-Nya.


يَـٰٓأَيُّہَا ٱلنَّاسُ أَنتُمُ ٱلۡفُقَرَآءُ إِلَى ٱللَّهِۖ وَٱللَّهُ هُوَ ٱلۡغَنِىُّ ٱلۡحَمِيدُ

"Wahai manusia! Kamulah yg memerlukan Allah dan Allah Dialah Yang Maha Kaya (tidak memerlukan sesuatu), Maha Terpuji"
(Fatir;35:15)


SubhanAllah!
Alhamdulillah!
Allahu Akbar!


Aku bersyukur atas nikmat pengalaman ini wahai Tuhanku.
Berikanlah aku kekuatan utk merebut Cinta itu
juga kesempatan utk mencari redha-Mu

::Ukhuwwah::

Today, just about to enter the new year of Hijrah, 'somebody' dear to my heart introduce me to somebody close to her. SubhanAllah! It's like I have known her before this. Even though I did not manage to see her face, but talking to her was pleasing. I was at ease speaking to someone i never knew before this, which to me was a rare thing to happen.

We talked about our life, our common ground, which is 'her', the person who set us to speak to each other. It was funny recalling how i met that dear someone, and how she met her as well. But another common ground that we had and still have until now and inshaAllah until the day we die, THE SAME AQIDAH. MashaAllah, how the core of this Deen and the ukhuwwah make it easy for me to just accept somebody new in my life.

And now, in the beginning of the new year of Hijrah,

I have one more friend in my friend list, inshaAllah.

Thank you Allah, for setting this to happen today,

Your plan is indeed very refined and subtle in its own way!

Thank you also to 'you',

for being the medium for Allah's plan,

May we all see each other again someday, inshaAllah!

p/s: I dedicate this 100th post to you dearest friend!

::Ignorance is bliss?::

سُبۡحَـٰنَ ٱلَّذِىٓ أَسۡرَىٰ بِعَبۡدِهِۦ لَيۡلاً۬ مِّنَ ٱلۡمَسۡجِدِ ٱلۡحَرَامِ إِلَى ٱلۡمَسۡجِدِ ٱلۡأَقۡصَا ٱلَّذِى بَـٰرَكۡنَ

ا حَوۡلَهُ ۥ لِنُرِيَهُ ۥ مِنۡ ءَايَـٰتِنَآ‌ۚ إِنَّهُ ۥ هُوَ ٱلسَّمِيعُ ٱلۡبَصِيرُ

"Glorified be He Who carried His servant by night from the Inviolable Place of Worship to the Far Distant place of worship the neighbourhood whereof We have blessed, that We might show him of Our tokens! Lo! He, only He, is the Hearer, the Seer. "

[Al-Isra'; 17:1]

How concerned are we with the fate of those who ar

e in this land? Can we relate to them? or we are just too busy doing our job, moving on with our life, laughing with our family and friends?

NO, I don't know them, why should i care? Why must i think of them, i can even organised my life properly, struggling with my study, my workloads, my family problems, and bla bla bla. Isn't that sound familiar, it does even to me. I can't deny that. YES, definitely, IGNORANCE is a bliss. Not thinking of bad things is nice, not be bothered to think is also pleasing to this life.

But, did we know this hadith;

Maymunah Bint Sa'd (ra) relates that she asked the Prophet (saw), "O Messenger of Allah, inform us about Bayt Al-Maqdis (Jerusalem)". He said, "Visit it for prayer ". She further asked, "If one of us cannot visit it, what should we do"? He said, "If you cannot go for prayer then send some oil to be used for its lamps, will be as if he has prayed in it".

(Ahmad, Ibn Majah, Abu Dawud, Tabarani)

SubhanAllah, if we can't afford to visit, we need to send some oil to be used there, how much Rasulullah (pbuh) cared about this place. And now, can't we even help in any ways possible? We can't go there and free Palestine and Bayt Al-Maqdis, our jihad is not meant to be that way as we are not permitted to go there. But, is there really no other ways for us to help? REALLY?

Yunus Ibn Maysarah (r) relates that the Prophet (saw) said, "This matter (the Caliphate) will be after me in Madinah, then Al-Sham, then Al-Jazira, then Iraq, then in Madinah, then in Al-Quds (Jerusalem). If it is in Al-Quds, its home country is there, and if any people expel it, it will not return there forever".

(Ibn Asakir)

We want to see Allah being worship trough out this world again, inshaAllah. Therefore, we are fighting in bringing up the caliphate again. And as Rasulullah (pbuh) said, it will be in Al-Quds and no where else. Isn't this enough to prove how important this land is for us, Muslims?

Just to share a few things that I get in Palestine Mercy Mission yesterday. If other people, not even a Muslim is fighting for the sake of Palestine in the name of HUMAN RIGHT, isn't it even more crucial for us, Muslims to fight for our brothers and sisters there that had been violated for 57 years? Isn't that a solid reason to lend a helping hand?

If anyone wants to donate for this, just comment in the comment box,

may Allah bless us all.

::How Baba Ali accepted Islam? [SubhanAllah ! ! ] ::

::The power of Snow::

Finally, it snows heavily here, after snow started to fall lightly and melted as soon as it reached the ground on Tuesday, things changed abruptly as classes were cancel for today and tomorrow due to heavy snow. Subhanallah!

The power of snow! While we were walking back to our warm and cosy place, people were out in the open area playing snowball fight, throwing snow at each other. A lot of them!! Totally the opposite from before where nobody would be out at all. How powerful the snow is as people that did not know each other can even play snowball fight together and just having fun while at it.

But then, the most remarkable thing today was how the world change within one night. Subhanallah! The world as it was before; leaves, trees, the ground, within one night, by Allah's will, turned into a wonderland. We woke up this morning looking out through our window into a dreamland; it was like in Narnia, just within one night. He can do anything. Everything is within His power! Allahu akbar!

Yes, certainly snow is a powerful thing, but indeed it's Creator is the Most Powerful of all. The power of snow and The power of it's Creator. Subhanallah!

Alhamdulillah!

for all the things that He gave us,

for all the pleasures that He grant us,

for the feeling of gratitude that is bestowed upon us,

O' Allah, preserve this feeling in our heart,

may we always be grateful for all the things that You gave to us,

may everything becomes a means to be closer to You.

Ameen Ya Rabbal A'lamin

::torn apart::

fragile as it is.....

~a picture is worth a thousand words~

>>>>>>more than words can say

~He who has the power over all hearts and

to Him we seek guidance and tranquility~