Feel a bit lost today,
don't know what went wrong,
feel as if i did nothing that would mount my Mizan in the hereafter,
well, not the right side for sure,
the left one was fine,
piling up, no problem,
How am i to meet Him,
carrying all those "actions" together?
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It's been a while since i write something else apart from my feelings. But one cannot share if one has nothing to share. That is what i am feeling right now.
"It's the heart of a Muslim through the guidance of Islam
That makes you fair and kind and helpful to your fellow man
So living as a Muslim means that you must play a part
Allah looks not at how you look, but what is in your heart"
I need to play my part, and with that, i need to equip myself with knowledge and skills. He looks at our effort (mujahadah) inshaAllah.
P/s: With exams coming up and everything are just topsy turvy, can't really think straight. Need to calm down and take one thing at a time. But really need to pack everything and go. Can't wait any longer, cause time wait for no man. The very fact that Allah revealed a Surah on time (Al-Asr; 103) to show how human are wasting it and it is such an important aspect for one's life despite being just a concept and nobody can't really see it or touch it. How incredible that is? And how i need to really make full use of it, mashaAllah. Give me Your guidance, O' Allah.