After leaving the IB and KMB world, I have all the time in the world. Yes, TIME. One of the blessing that people of Prophet Muhammad saw always take for granted. I am one of them.
The busier people are, the more appreciative they are with the time they have.
I'm scared that i will forget :
The feeling of being a servant to HIM
The feeling of satisfaction of doing things with all my might just to please HIM
The reasons why i take this path in the first place
The feeling when i took my first step in this way
The feeling of being watched over by HIM wherever and whenever
The feeling that HE will always be there by my side
The feeling that tell me HE care
I am SCARED that I will drift far from HIM, enjoying all the pleasure that HE gave me, yet forget to be thankful.
"O' Allah, bring me closer to YOU, fill my heart with LOVE for you, and for people that loves YOU. Make me a servant that is thankful for all the things that YOU gave me. Let me be a faithful servant to YOU, O' my Lord. Ameen"